For all the girls who have this disease that consumes their lives. For all the girls who feel they are never good enough. For all the girls who cry over the numbers. Know you are not alone. Know that there are others just like you. Girls like me.
Saturday, February 11, 2012
117.6
That is what I weighed in at this morning. I don't know how I did it, but hell, I'm not going to question it. Although I am going to get a new battery for the scale at the store today. I was telling my honey that I'm scared to get a new battery cuz right now, the scale is my friend and I don't want to get a new battery and it tell me, "hey wait, you're actually 130." I know that's silly, huh? Yesterday at lunch I had a burrito and some chips, which got purged and then last night we went to Country Buffet. Before we left, I told my honey that I needed to be a good girl if we were going to go to a buffet. So my first round was a tiny salad, a little bit of cottage cheese and a fruit salad. Probably a total of 200 calories. I did end up purging that. My main dish was popcorn shrimp, a small bit of mashed potatoes, a stale roll and a piece of ham. I wasn't too thrilled with any of that. And it ended up coming back up. Then for desert, I had two small pieces of two different cakes. Purged... So much for me trying to cut back on it, huh? I have noticed that my right hand is getting severely dry and cut, so I asked my honey why it's only on that hand and he told me he thinks it could be my stomach acid, which is probably true. So I have been putting antibiotic cream on it. I think it's working. I was so afraid to get on the scale this morning because I haven't weighed in in like 3 days or something like that. But I'm glad I did. Hopefully I can keep staying strong and not gain any weight. Well, I'm off to go to the grocery store and pick up my youngest from his father. =)
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