For all the girls who have this disease that consumes their lives. For all the girls who feel they are never good enough. For all the girls who cry over the numbers. Know you are not alone. Know that there are others just like you. Girls like me.
Friday, February 3, 2012
I haven't weighed in...
It's been 2.5 days since I weighed in. I'm too scared that I have gained. Although I have been eating a lot healthier, I am still purging it, so I don't know if it makes much of a difference what my intake is. So for today I had a Lean Pocket and half an apple which is a total of 330 calories for the day and it's 1:00pm. Of course I couldn't help but purge them. Yesterday, my mom and I went to Souper Salad for lunch. I made a huge salad, which I didn't purge, but then the soup I had after and the desert I had after, I purged. I actually get quite cranky if I don't purge now. I just hate that feeling of being full. On a side note; Holy Snow Batman!! We have got at least a foot so far. And it's still coming down pretty hard. But I braved it and went to the grocery store. Hopefully I got enough food for the next two weeks. I bought a lot of Healthy Choice microwave meals. Those average around 300 calories each. I also bought a lot of oranges and apples and salad. So I'm making an attempt to at least make sure if I don't purge my food, that it will be healthy. I am making Hearty Ham and Apples for dinner. It has become one of my favorites. And my honey loves it. Of course, I don't know what time he will be home. This new job keeps him gone for long hours. But he seems happy, and that is all that matters to me. I am getting pictures done tomorrow, and I'm kinda nervous about them. But they should come out great because she is an amazing photographer. So I will probably weigh myself in the morning before I leave for those. We will see.
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